escribo para ke no se me olvide mañana

llegamos y pasamos mega mal la cadena....dios me odia
ok adentro nos ignoramos, sonrisitas.....y de nuevo sonrisitas.....
yo iba con mis amiguis y ellas en su pedo, su prima mega mamona, la quize hacer reir, solo que es una mamona, jajaja es agradable, españolita chistosa =)

abraze a andy, y nos abrazamos, le di un beso y cuando me quizo besar bien le dije no, siento raro
despues volvio a pasar y fue genial.....
lloro en mis brazos por todo....wow que lindura.....wow......
se me va a ir, y ni que hacer, que mas kisiera.....
se me va.....


ah y estaba la brazik con la hermana y prima, deberian darme un emmy por ser deseado hasta por la chika de mi amigo, y aun asi me dijo , mi hermana dice de nueco q te kiere besar.... esta mega hooot pero corri, porke yo estaba con mi andy, q riko nos dimos de besos, con un kerer....eso es lo ke vale =) escribo porke si no...
no me acuerdo mañana jaja fue genial, mi noche solo fue genial

colorblind.....

Kinda weird the feeling i have right now.... seems like I cant explain it...still worth the try
Someone told me once "dont think"

All those nonsense stuff in my mind, its all so simple at the beginning and so complicated at the end. Maybe im writing to you....maybe im just writing for myself....anyway who will give a fuck. You are different now, so what can i do? ...plans to be unbreakable, it seemed that both have been searching for a lifetime, I thought we both agree that the somewhat tragic feeling of being lost and useless creates a total sense of catharsis in the end.....us.

I can only ask myself....how wrong was I? now all seems to be so stupid, a bunch of words like I´ve always said.....a good picture, a good memory, driving around those places where we used to be, listening to a bunch of stupid songs that remind me of you....remebering everything....

I cant realize what is going on, and is not only about you and me, its like someone stole the person I used to knew from so long, and trade it for a person that u´ll hate on those past days, is this a dream? I just wanna wake up.....how wrong I am? Im plenty sure we all wanna reach the stars, but there are ways for that...

I cant say u are in the wrong path, who am I to tell you that? I can only say I tried the road you´re walking now, and how I ended. Appearlly we all need to learn by our own...I´ve always tried u dont have to...im sorry if I failed in some way, im sorry if I couldnt give u or try more, its just that someone stole me the oportunity, not much for me to do now, I can only say as old days, when I didnt have the pleasure to be next to you "if u need something I can give, you know that i will give you my hand"

Misunderstandings....I hate all about them, so I will be just honest right now, yes im sad, yes im confused, yes I dream about some stupid thing called love, yes I dream about you sometimes...even whit my eyes opened...oh well u met me like that! I´ve always being depressed about almost everything, thats just me! u know what I think and feel about almost all, and im completely sure u cant remember now....cause time made a joke about what we used to be and im not blaming you....

I can understand you in many ways....simple like this...what I did when we were in our personal "worlds"...im a pos, I cant even think on recriminate you something....all I got is all I deserve, and all you will get is all you deserve....I can forgive everything easily, hey! Im not the one whos coming to claim his payback, its just that regardless but attentive old faggot named karma...

Sadly, time is on my side now....

I talk to my friends about this, they only laugh and watch this whit joy, claiming I should laugh too, telling me how easy is for me, how I get out of this kind of issues whit almost no scratchs "u got a big heart dude, u have always used it, just another apartment empty...theres no one that can claim used to be the only owner" but how to explain to all of em... u meant a lot more to me, yes I´ve tried love many times, its just that...whit u seemed to be so easy....maybe I just really miss that, maybe thats why I cant forget about you...how and why u cant listen to me now? u know...its me...

I remeber those times when u used to told me..."ull never find love again, not whitout me"....
And even now...I can tell you again, im believer baby!


and for the one that told me once "dont think" you are a freaking faggot Piece.Of.Shit look what u did to me